Zak Bagans’ book got here today! 

It looks like I am about to eat it.

I feel like I should feel like a mega-douche for posting so many pictures of my self lately, but for some reason I have been feeling… Pretty. I have never thought of my self as pretty before, but a girl I don’t know very well said I could be a pin-up model (because of my “hourglass figure”, I thought it was nice she even said I had one), which I thought was very sweet of her. And then another girl said I looked like Kim Kardashian? Which I don’t really see, but I think she is gorgeous. For some reason I am becoming more confident, I don’t need the attention of males to make me feel better about myself. For a long time I kept thinking “if boys paid attention to me, then things would be different.” It simply isn’t true.

Me looking extra tubby on the night of winter formal. I like my face though.

Here’s a recent picture of me, taken today. My hair is getting long! I love it. It’s probably one of the few things that makes me feel pretty.