I think guys might be freaked out by my “bold” personality, but seriously…. Get over it and talk to me please. It is so frustrating for me. I know it is really dumb to put my self-esteem into the hands of boys whose opinions shouldn’t even matter to me. But every day I am just thinking about how unnatractive I must be to never have been asked out. They don’t even look at me when I walk by and I see these girls with boys fawning over them and I just wonder “what do they have that I don’t”? My mom says I’m not conventionally pretty, which makes me feel like she is saying I’m ugly. I don’t know, before school started I felt great about the way I looked and now I’m just… I don’t know. Why does this even matter?! Gosh, it’s so frustrating, it’s high school, get over yourself, it doesn’t matter…