In many ways I have stayed the same, and I have also changed in many ways. I watch what I say more, I am much more aware of how words can hurt, and even my tone of voice can rub people the wrong way, so it is a continuous effort for me to hold my tongue when I have the most perfect smart ass remark when I hear someone say something. I know I can sound sharp and blunt, and that’s okay, but I don’t want to hurt anyone or make them feel like I am mocking them.
I am more laid back and okay with being alone. Seriously I am the most boring person in the entire universe. All I do is eat and (lately) look up videos of Andrea Bocelli and Ghost Adventures. Two years ago, I would just sit and my room and cry because I was single and no one liked me and I was fat, blah blah blah. That’s still true, but now I don’t care, muhahahahaha *stuffs cookie in mouth*, *continues maniacal laughter with cookie in mouth*.
I laugh at myself more, I am 10x more confident and I am just in a good place. I cry more often and laugh more often, that’s the universal cure, I swear it.